Current mood:

sad

Well I was really, really looking forward to my date this Friday with Jordan.

Just to let everyone know; Its not gonna happen. Not after what he did to me. *looks down* I really couldnt believe it when he told me. I was almost positive I had found someone that wasnt like the others. So when he told me that he and Angelina got drunk, and... well, had sex. It really suprised me.

He told me he was sorry, and that he could be trusted. But then I went to his journal and It turns out he lied once again. They were practically cybering in comments, okay they were.

Right now what I need is a lot of support and 'words of wisdom' from my friends. Who knows, I may even need someone to be loved after this. And I hope I dont have any more suicidal thoughts.

~Eliza~

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	miss_reese 2003-07-10 07:42 am UTC (link)
	wow, I can't believe he did that to you. What an ass! I'm here for you girl if you need to talk. We will go out tomorrow night ok? Anywhere you want. A movie? club? whatever you are up for. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	eliza__dushku 2003-07-10 07:45 am UTC (link)
	Thankyou Reese, But right now I think I want to have a girls night in? If you dont mind. Id rather just stay at home, and watch a movie or something. Im really not up to doing n e thing else :-/ (Reply to this) (Parent)

	miss_reese 2003-07-10 07:54 am UTC (link)
	I hope you don't have any more suicidal thoughts either because he's so not worth it sweetie! I never thought I'd get over ryan and I did. We'll get you through this. hands you some chocolate and a pint of haagandas cookie dough ice cream (Reply to this) (Thread)

	eliza__dushku 2003-07-10 07:59 am UTC (link)
	Thanks for all your support Reese. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	j_pundik 2003-07-10 08:00 am UTC (link)
	dont.. i need you . (Reply to this) (Thread)

	eliza__dushku 2003-07-10 08:09 am UTC (link)
	I'm really not in the mood for jokes right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: j_pundik 2003-07-10 10:17 am UTC (link)
	ya know what? i try to fucking make you feel better and then you go and get pissed at me. i am sorry i ever tried to help you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliza__dushku 2003-07-10 10:22 am UTC (link)
	First of all I wasnt getting pissed at you. And second of all I told you im not in the mood for you to be flirty, or whatever you want to call it. It doesnt make me feel better. So if you think you tried to help me, you dont really know what I need right now. I def. dont want to hear jokes, especially from you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: j_pundik 2003-07-10 10:59 am UTC (link)
	I WASNT TRYING TO BE FLIRTY... THAT IS THE WAY I ACT.. god damnit. i would never fucking do anything to hurt dee by the way so dont fucking bring her into it. You cant fucking get mad at me cause she waited online for me and i wasnt on. that isnt my fault. 1st of all i was out, and 2nd of all i didnt know she was online. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliza__dushku 2003-07-10 11:03 am UTC (link)
	WOW, you have some attitude... I am not pissed about Dee. We both just assumed you were busy and that she might get to chat with you today. Right now obviously, you dont give a shit about what happend to me, and thats fine bc i dont need ppl dragged into my problems. But can you please stop bothering me if your going to act like that? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	clay_aiken 2003-07-10 09:03 am UTC (link)
	Eliza, if you ever need to talk, you know my number sweetie. <3 (Reply to this) (Thread)

	eliza__dushku 2003-07-10 09:07 am UTC (link)
	Aww, thanks clay. I really appreciate it. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	leelee_sobieski 2003-07-10 11:59 am UTC (link)
	Hey Eliza. I'm here for you if you ever need to talk or just hang out. I hope you feel better sweetie. Much Love <3 Leelee (Reply to this) (Thread)

	eliza__dushku 2003-07-10 12:01 pm UTC (link)
	Aww thanks LeeLee! Maybe we can hang out this weekend? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	leelee_sobieski 2003-07-10 12:33 pm UTC (link)
	sure, sounds fun ;) (Reply to this) (Parent)