Current mood:

sad

Well I was really, really looking forward to my date this Friday with Jordan.

Just to let everyone know; Its not gonna happen. Not after what he did to me. *looks down* I really couldnt believe it when he told me. I was almost positive I had found someone that wasnt like the others. So when he told me that he and Angelina got drunk, and... well, had sex. It really suprised me.

He told me he was sorry, and that he could be trusted. But then I went to his journal and It turns out he lied once again. They were practically cybering in comments, okay they were.

Right now what I need is a lot of support and 'words of wisdom' from my friends. Who knows, I may even need someone to be loved after this. And I hope I dont have any more suicidal thoughts.

~Eliza~