Eliza Dushku

Wed, 24 Sep 2003 17:14:46 GMT

*isnt dead*

Mon, 04 Aug 2003 16:07:48 GMT

This morning I woke up, and he was no longer by my side. I layed there thinking about last night. How incredible it was, how incredible he was.

Then I heard Addison calling my name. I got out of bed and threw on Matt's robe. As I walked down the stairs I smelt the scent of bacon and eggs in the air. Addy was sitting in her high chair and when she saw me her eyes lit up, "Elissa!" Matt turned around and saw me standing there. He walked over and kissed me softly. "Hungry?".....

Wed, 30 Jul 2003 17:05:21 GMT

Well Rose took me out clubbin last night, ha.. she brought the 'whore' out of me. We went through her old clothes, and mixed and matched. When we got there I got too much attention. The lap dances were good, heh. except for the older bald guy. *laughs* Rose... haha!

Rose and I started a new community, bc_requests. Please join, and help promote it!

I havent seen very much of Matt and Addy lately. *sobs* I miss them. I hope I can catch up with them while I'm in town.

The audtions went well, for those of you who were wondering. I think I got the role. If I did I will get the script in the mail, next month. I'll let you know more about it then!
~*Eliza*~

Tue, 15 Jul 2003 20:11:09 GMT

Matthew, Addison, and I have recently spent a lot of time together. Addy is the cutest thing, and I have already fallen in love with her beautiful smile. As for Matt and I, I'm thinking as far as relationships go... we are just friends. But we both agreed to see where this is going.

They are having auditons in New Jersey, so im taking the first flight out to Jet Blue. Jessica may come along, she isnt sure yet. I think that if she gets this role it could do wonders for her career. But thats up to her. *shrugs*

Im sorry if there will be a lack of updates, but Im going to be busy for the next couple of days.
If I dont get a chance to come on, I may write some updates down, [lol] and put them up whenever I get a chance.

Matt

Fri, 11 Jul 2003 21:39:01 GMT

Today I went over to Matthew Lillard's house. His daughter Addison was asleep, so he figured we could hang out.

He's really sweet, and easy to talk to. :D
At first we sat out back, just talking... mostly about his daughter. He thinks it bothers me but it doesnt, it just shows me how much he cares. After a while he taught me how to play pool, showing me all the right steps. I'm still not very good but *shrugs* thats alright.

A little later Addy started to cry. He ran in, picked her up, and started to sing to her... It was the far most sweetest thing I have ever seen a guy do.

Im looking forward to spending more time with him, and his daughter.

New Layout

Fri, 11 Jul 2003 08:24:28 GMT

Thankyou, Willa for making me this awsome layout! I wuv you. haha :D ... Dont yall love it?

Okay, Im sorry if Im acting a tad-bit weird but after that big ass spider and then hearing a hissing noise, im not feeling that 'up to speed?' haha.. as you can tell. Okay, Im going to stop b4 I humiliate myself anymore.

Everyone please welcome Mathew Lillard He's such a sweetheart! :-* Teehee

Thanks Clay

Thu, 10 Jul 2003 18:51:53 GMT

I never thought I'd hear myself say this soooo soon, but I feel much better thanks, to Clay! Hah. He made me laugh, told me some jokes. And now his ears are a new topic when we chat!! lmao. Well this update is really just dedicated to Clay for making me smile :-*

Thanks so much LB!

Thu, 10 Jul 2003 14:31:29 GMT

Well I was really, really looking forward to my date this Friday with Jordan.

Just to let everyone know; Its not gonna happen. Not after what he did to me. *looks down* I really couldnt believe it when he told me. I was almost positive I had found someone that wasnt like the others. So when he told me that he and Angelina got drunk, and... well, had sex. It really suprised me.

He told me he was sorry, and that he could be trusted. But then I went to his journal and It turns out he lied once again. They were practically cybering in comments, okay they were.

Right now what I need is a lot of support and 'words of wisdom' from my friends. Who knows, I may even need someone to be loved after this. And I hope I dont have any more suicidal thoughts.

~Eliza~

Wed, 09 Jul 2003 20:02:48 GMT

Well I got a date this Friday, with Jordan. Yes, the Jordan your thinking of. heh. Its gonna be fun, we are going to the beach; one of my favorite places. And to be honest I'm actually looking forward to his 'Cheesy Charm' as some may say...

Reese, I was wondering if you wanted to go clubbin' tonight? Give me a call and we can make plans.

Well thats all for now, buh-bye.

Wed, 09 Jul 2003 00:34:05 GMT

Well I am finally over Vince... THANK GOD ...It was a hard process but I'm all good now.

*From here down I am just puting sections up for certain ppl*

Reese, thanks for getting me out I think that helped :-*
We should go again some time! It was 'Hella Good' lol...

Jordan, thanks for coming to this community and being super-sweet to me!

Clay, thanks for listening to me when I whined, :P and for being such a great friend.

Joe, you crack me up. Am I done? no... Here's some advice: You need to go for it! Trust me she likes you back!! And I think some of the things you've been telling me, you should tell her. Keyword: some! haha

Gale, you seriously are contagious, lmao.

And last but not least:
Hayden, You are really fun to talk to. 'I like dumb blondes!' heh. that was hilarious.

P.S. Clay insisted on me putting that there^

Conditon Of My Heart

Tue, 08 Jul 2003 03:37:36 GMT

Please read the entry b4 this one.

............................................
How much time has passed since you said goodbye.
Got your message today asking how am I,
Well I'm doing just fine.
To admit the truth,
hasn't crossed my mind.
all I needed was some time,
was it always this strong
I remember all how I cried

The night that you said goodbye,
you expected me to die.
But I made a brand new start,
and got on with my life
I did what I had to do,
to get myself over you
I'm not falling apart.
you underestimate the condition of my heart

There was a time
You were every breath of mine
I was ready to give the rest of my life
You walked away,
and now you're saying you can walk right back into my life
Like nothing happened and I won't put up a fight.
No, you left me all alone
I wanna know, where were you when I cried?

The night that you said goodbye,
you expected me to die.
But I made a brand new start,
and got on with my life
I did what I had to do,
to get myself over you
I'm not falling apart.
you underestimate the condition of my heart

I think you said all that you need to say
Cause it's not gonna matter anyway
Am I getting through to you,
I've heard it all before
And now you've changed your mind
You lost your only chance.
When you said goodbye
I wanna know,
where were you when I cried?

The night that you said goodbye
you expected me to die.
But I made a brand new start,
and got on with my life
I did what I had to do,
to get myself over you
I'm not falling apart.
you underestimate the condition of my heart,
you underestimate the condition of my heart.
............................................

Tue, 08 Jul 2003 03:24:10 GMT

Hey,
Im just letting you all know that I was very active earlier, but I had to delete my 3 most recent entries.

That is all...

Tue, 08 Jul 2003 03:21:35 GMT

Hey,
Im just letting everyone know that I was very active today, but I had to delete my 3 most recent entries.

That is all...

Mon, 07 Jul 2003 04:34:18 GMT

Well im feeling much better! I met a really sweet, cute, funny (at times), nice, ect. guy... (who im not saying just yet) I cant wait until we talk again. If all goes well I will keep you updated, if not this will be my last entry on 'mystery man'.

Think you know who he is? Leave some comments!

Mon, 07 Jul 2003 02:04:52 GMT

I am just updating to let you all know how im feeling. And Im feeling like shit. Ive recently found out that I have a back-stabbing friend, I gay crush, a broken heart, and, well, the rest is pretty much "confidential" as some may say.

Justin Guarini

Mon, 07 Jul 2003 00:50:41 GMT

Hey Justin,
I just saw you perform 'Sorry' for the 100th time? (taped it too) You did awsome like always!

Maybe we should hang out some time?

Smiles Sweetly

Sun, 06 Jul 2003 23:49:15 GMT

Since Vince and I broke up I am free to say:

I have a crush...

First Entry

Sun, 06 Jul 2003 23:16:54 GMT

Hey I'm new here. I just got done shooting 'The Kiss'! Im not quite sure when the movie will hit theaters but im looking forward to positve, and maybe some negative feedback...